5 down 2 to go

I'll do anything for the sake of research ... or call me the guinea pig

I feel it, I know it

I'm getting weaker by the days

My fingers are feeble

My mind is astray ....

I'm hidden in the dark closet

With spiders as my best friends

I am crying alone in silence

Praying for the key to be found....

So this is what its like

Longing for something so dear

Unable to touch it while its near

So now I experience it

Not appreciating it when its right in front of you

Not enjoying it when the company is right with you

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

I do not want to lunch alone

I do not want to spend nights in silence

I do not want to be left out in the world